TGIF
I have been trying to think really hard on what’s next for me. I am clear on the expectations they have for me until end of this year. So far I have met the KPIs, or perhaps exceeded it. I know deep down that I can safely pull through this 2 months 1 week with (prays feverishly) little hiccups. I can already feel the draw of the bonus, its seating there, waiting to be unlocked and deposited to my bank account…
I am clear on my job scope and if there is more required from me, I will always be happy to assist. I have shared this once again with both my bosses. Clearly my repeated pleas should be well heard, and that it won’t be fallen onto deaf ears. How people can slack off at work and earn the same salary with little job satisfaction, I don’t get it. I am not at that stage of life where I want to take it easy, I want to be the driven the learned the accomplished. I must have said this several times. I want to feel like I have pushed myself hard and my time spent at work is enjoyable. It is similar to being at a gym class where the amount energy spent will at the end of the day benefit my body. Yeah, I love spinning as seeing every beads of sweat oozing from the pore and dripping all over the bike has proven one thing, I am a survivor with limitless love for MORE.
I shall apply the endurance level I achieved at gym onto my work. I shall endure what it takes to bring me to the next level. I shall endure the slow hours. I shall endure the mixed office culture. I will enjoy the super work life balance. I will enjoy receiving a good salary. I will enjoy having a blackberry as my social media platform and source of escape. I will accept all these, until my New York trip.
I am thankful for the long weekend ahead. No waking up early, no stress from “working”, no pretends, just a lot of my own time and doing my own thing with no “spy eyes”. I definitely going to relish every single moment being away. The limited emails will hardly bother me except a couple which I am tightly crossing my fingers to go through smoothly.
Enjoyment is the key word. Putting aside everything that has long bothered me is next. Doing what’s best for myself is the buzz. And at the end of the day, I will still remain thankful.
